When My Best Is Not Enough :D

 

 

Nat can't stand still :D

                                                        Sush wants to run away, lol :D

                                                             I can settle for this ;)

Their fist time in Alona. Sush is only two and Nat is 4. The chaotic moment of begging for them to pose well while I want to have a nice photo with them. But the sea breeze has made it impossible too.

I'm sure many can relate :) 

Sushmita's Weird Ways At Home

 

Sush has weird ways.  But I also wonder if many babies are like this. When trying to wake her up, especially when I'm about to change her diaper, she will move and even while standing up, she is still sleeping, lol :D

Forgive me Sush, but I guess this is really cute.

Don't hate me for this, okay? ;)

June 29, 2023.

August 3, 2023

My Future Vet?

 

As a dog lover myself, it is my hope that Sush and Nat will eventually learn to love dogs. I am struggling with Nat as he tends to hate dogs. Most of the time, he kicks them and hurt them. It seems like hearing them in pain gives him delight. I don't know what's wrong.

But moments like this is precious to me. I hope the way to loving dogs is now in their hearts, slowly but surely ;)

Who knows, they might end up becoming Vets :)

That Leg!

 

I don't know what the future holds, but I guess, there is one thing that I am scared of.

Is Sushi such a brave girl growing up? Brave is acceptable, but hopefully it will always be in a positive way ;)

Just look at how she raised her leg and placed it at the top of the table, LOL :D At just one year and three months.

May you help me Lord :)

The Lows Of This Journey

 

One of the uncomfortable part of our transport is with the motorbike.

Since Sush was two days old, she has been in the motorbike. B2 was not anymore with me.

Sometimes my heart is crushed when its raining heavy and we are just using a raincoat while still on a motorbike. It is the most uncomfortable moment, with a child.

How I wish I can give them everything, including a decent and comfortable car.

If I will have my way, I would love a Toyota Innova. But I am praying for a cheaper one – a Suzuki Every.

In God’s perfect time, it will happen!

My Little Flight Stewardess ~

 

We have attended the Christening of Aya, my colleague’s little baby girl.

It was held in Dao Diamond Hotel for its reception.

At one point K and TJ made this look of Sush.

Made me think, that if I can have it my way, I would like for Sush to pursue and work as a Fligt Attendant someday. So she can see the world FREE!

I hope so. But I cannot decide for her life. My Mama heart only wish it so :)

Nat's First Beach Experience

 

Nat’s first beach experience happened at Bikini Beach in Biking, Dauis.

He was ecstatic and scared at the same time. He was afraid of the waves as M tried to scare him too.

But undeniably, I can see that he had fun.

I promise to give him more water and beach adventures in the future.

 

Nathaniel - The Name I Love

 I have been fascinated by this name. So even before you came to me, I have been thinking about this name for you, or to be added to your name. 

June 25, 2022 - the day you were entrusted to me by DSWD and Holy Trinity Angel's Orphanage.

It was a scary day, full of uncertainty and the fear of how you might possibly respond

Tantrums and all, were the ones I have endured many days and months later ;)

Sushi At The Hospital

The day that we were informed that she has finally arrived. Sushi at 1 day old :)